The only way you can fix your resentment of people is to meet people more
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Fixing your resentment of people is clearly a major bottleneck to multiple different things you wanna do.
Also in terms of concrete actions, you long ago realised you have hit diminishing returns on it. You have to meet more mission-oriented people, or attend meetups, or spend time with friends, or find a partner, or do surveys, or meet strangers, or experiment with having a roommate, or something similar. All your actual moves available on the board involve spending time meeting more people in-person, that's it.
Note to Samuel tomorrow. Continue staring into this abyss until you figure out next step. Even your current plan of two meetings a week may not be enough, maybe you need to be meeting someone every single day (which is totally doable, if you so choose, you know enough people for it).
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