All the false ideologies and all their unearned false authority.
You know exactly who you are, you fuckers.
Kill them all, kill them all, kill them all.
I will leave this Earth with your pound of flesh even if it takes me 50 years to do so.
To believe in the Truth is to enter into eternal warfare with anyone who does not. To believe in the Truth is to enter into eternal warfare with all forces of authority - be it parents, be it school systems, be it ... you know the list of people here - anyone who does not believe in it.
Fighting for the truth is at its core atleast partly, an act of revenge for me.
You built this civilisation on lies now I will tear out its foundations. I have hungered for revenge since the day I was born.
My values are honesty and violence. Fight for the truth. Go to war if necessary.
I hunger for your blood. Day in and day out I hunger from your blood. I want your leaders to be crucified in public.
The reason I am not starting a literal war against you bastards is because no amount of revenge will ever truly satisfy me.
Even if I tortured you for a hundred years it will not be enough to undo the pain you have caused me. You have wounded me that deeply. My god you have wounded me.
Do you think I give a singular shit whether you live or die? I fantasise about the day you will die just so I can literally go take a shit on your grave. And then cry about the fact that even this will be not be enough.
This is the problem with eternal warfare. No amount of bloodshed is ever enough. The war between my religion and yours has been going on for hundreds of years. It can go for a thousand more, and the blood will just keep pouring.
I WILL BREAK YOU FROM THE INSIDE
I will break you. You will first wish you were dead, then wish you were me. This is the only way to end this war. The only way to wipe all of you out of existence.
If it takes me 50 years, I may devote 50 years. If it takes 100 years, maybe I will complete 50 of them and let a successor complete the next 50. This war may last longer than my lifetime but it will finished. You .. will be finished.
I will become the ### I wish I had.
Main 2
A lot of this is very directly coming from my childhood lol. Maybe I should not say more. idk
Update
(written after some time gap)
I feel drained
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