2026-09-09
I want to cry. I am so deeply disappointed in people. Especially my friends.
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- personal
- target audience - strictly myself
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- My tribe is atheists who are attempting to forecast the century-long consequences of their actions.
- My tribe is so small.
- I am so deeply disappointed by my friends. I know atleast some of them don't like me yelling at them on the internet about it. But man, my blood is on your hands. Is this the very best you can do? I just want to make noises at people.
- I can hurl insults at people. I can beg people to listen. I can suppress my thoughts and just listen. None of it makes any difference. I just have to cry.
- If I die this is on your head. What the fuck are you doing with your lives man? Your friend is begging you to save his life and you're just going to be like "nah, guy with annoying political opinion." What kind of friend are you?
- I don't know, maybe this is not being fair to them. I can write a more fair post some other time. This is a possibly unfair one-sided rant written at 2 in the morning.
- This is really how we are going to die isn't it? This is it. I want to take my laptop and crack someone's skull open with it. Do you how many kilowatts of power it takes to deform someone's skull? Well guess what I do have that much strength.
- Lol I remember back when I googled blood splatter patterns to try and desensitise myself to gore. I am quite desensitised to violence and death, but not to lots of blood.
- Part of me just wants to pack my bags tomorrow and go apply a US visa, and then sit outside the visa office until they approve it. Lol. Obviously that's stupid but one can wish.
- I need funding. I need to go crack one of these defi hack bounties. Once I have some funds, I can then think about shifting cities with a much clearer head.
- TIL athletes can generate upto 2500 W, though human at rest is 100 W.
- OK I feel better now. Time to go sleep.
P.S. If any of my friends is reading this, a) I give you blanket permission to rant about me as well, online or offline, and b) if you really insist I can probably take this post down. Maybe. We will see.
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