2026-03-26

# I seem to process everything first intellectually then emotionally

Disclaimer
 - **Quick Note**
 - **Contains politically sensitive info**

Main
 - I seem to have realised ASI timeline and doom probabilities atleast a year back. But I am only processing them emotionally in last few months.
 - I seem to have realised many months that US intelligence is unaccountable and has weakened US democracy, and ASI breaks US democracy completely. However I am only now processing the sadness of realising I too will have to violate US democratic ideals to fix this mess.