2026-09-30

# X: Meditated after long. Y: Went average

Disclaimer
 - personal
 - target audience - strictly myself

Main
 - Was disappointed in the morning due to some stuff. After meditating, disappointment gone. (Although counterfactually if I hadn't meditated it might have gone too idk). Wanted to masturbate lol, that was the only persistent feeling pulling me away from sitting the full 30 min.
 - Emuyumi couple is so happy it is actually kinda sad. Like, not only are they attractive ofcourse, but they feel so clearly safe with each other.
 - Might lowkey consider meditating more in future, just to see if anything has changed compared to last year when I tried it.

Side note
 - Current hinge profile seems to be performing not terrible? Need more data, will report later.