2026-07-13

# Is this the room I want to die in?

Disclaimer
 - personal
 - target audience - strictly myself

Main
 - Violating X Y rule to write this post, hope it is important enough to be worth it.
 - Main reason to shift rooms would be get a room with even bigger window (glazed) to get more sunlight.
 - Main reason to not shift rooms is that I am emotionally attached to this room, I like being here. I like current level of stability in life given life previously was unstable. (Unstable was acceptable back then but now I prefer a bit more stable life.)
   - Also ofcourse the room satisfices on most other constraints I have like cleanliness, healthy food, near the right people, etc.
 - Another reason nudging a bit towards shifting is - imagine ASI gets built literally tomorrow, do I wanna die in this room?
   - I don't know, currently the room gives me feelings of this is a good place to work so that you can reach greater heights. It definitely does not give the vibe of someone who is preparing to die in peace.
   - I don't know, if I knew for a fact I was going to die, I would want a place to be at more peace. But currently I wanna work hard and fight these MFers, don't want peace. Death is not certain.
   - Might wanna live many storeys high, because looking at entire city reminds me how many people are going to die in the worst case. Although I can imagine that also being too depressing an environment to be in 24x7, maybe I only wanna be there part-time.