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I_am_dreading_going_back_to_india_because_I_am_..> 10-May-2026 00:59 4105
I_am_fairly_high_on_protectiveness_for_a_potent..> 25-May-2026 10:20 1953
I_am_fucking_excited_lol_also_networking_is_hit..> 06-Jun-2026 16:28 2645
I_am_happy_today.md 10-May-2026 00:59 435
I_am_learning_fast_actually.md 24-Mar-2026 14:11 1734
I_am_not_fun_or_high_status.md 10-May-2026 00:59 4776
I_am_optimistic_about_technology_and_cynical_ab..> 10-May-2026 00:59 3948
I_am_sad_I_cant_publish_my_travel_notes.md 24-Mar-2026 14:11 625
I_am_straight.md 02-Apr-2026 07:42 606
I_am_surprisingly_immune_to_murder_footage.md 25-Mar-2026 08:28 660
I_am_violent_because_you_are_retarded.md 24-Mar-2026 14:11 8803
I_dislike_dating_as_status_game.md 24-Mar-2026 14:11 9323
I_dont_discuss_my_personal_life_with_strangers.md 10-May-2026 00:59 764
I_dont_feel_averse_to_looking_at_twitter.md 09-Jun-2026 16:12 848
I_dont_feel_safe_around_people_who_arent_capabl..> 26-May-2026 10:52 1795
I_dont_hate_women_I_hate_society.md 23-May-2026 10:37 1003
I_dont_think_I_am_a_good_fit_for_most_women.md 02-Apr-2026 07:42 9924
I_dont_think_I_am_being_paranoid.md 24-Mar-2026 14:11 5289
I_dont_trust_my_friends_judgement_when_it_comes..> 02-Apr-2026 07:42 6992
I_dont_want_to_live_in_a_dead_world.md 24-Mar-2026 14:11 1121
I_hate_bad_parenting_and_schooling.md 24-Mar-2026 14:11 431
I_hate_nearly_everyone_who_wants_to_organise_pr..> 24-Mar-2026 14:11 452
I_have_been_confused_about_morality_for_many_ye..> 11-May-2026 11:54 3833
I_have_wasted_a_year_of_my_life_arguing_on_the_..> 25-Mar-2026 07:01 658
I_like_cute_but_intelligent_women.md 01-Jun-2026 17:08 1025
I_like_jacob_falcovichs_blog_on_dating.md 24-Mar-2026 14:11 1857
I_like_pingu_cartoon_from_childhood.md 15-Jun-2026 07:08 172
I_liked_an_event_I_attended_today.md 03-Jun-2026 18:19 839
I_love_transparency_not_privacy.md 24-Mar-2026 14:11 1223
I_miss_some_people_from_college.md 11-Jun-2026 18:05 401
I_need_a_scheduled_block_of_time_to_run_dating_..> 18-May-2026 10:47 895
I_need_clear_risk_optins_for_people_around_me.md 10-Jun-2026 09:03 4815
I_need_very_few_people_to_like_me.md 07-Jun-2026 09:04 1521
I_pray_to_the_god_of_error_correction.md 02-Apr-2026 07:42 3450
I_regret_donating_to_amf.md 24-Mar-2026 14:11 1425
I_seem_to_process_everything_first_intellectual..> 26-Mar-2026 18:28 578
I_should_probably_compile_a_dating_master_post_..> 02-Jun-2026 09:02 330
I_still_havent_fully_fixed_sunlight_or_exercise.md 26-May-2026 16:30 2003
I_think_I_like_talking_to_people_with_access_to..> 24-Mar-2026 14:11 1158
I_understand_truths_about_human_nature_that_I_d..> 29-May-2026 06:09 3335
I_want_moral_values_that_I_like_not_values_that..> 24-Mar-2026 14:11 1125
I_want_to_become_more_violent_with_time.md 24-Mar-2026 14:11 38828
I_want_to_see_more_violence_and_bloodshed.md 24-Mar-2026 14:11 1351
I_want_to_surround_myself_with_people_who_are_t..> 24-Mar-2026 14:11 799
I_will_not_be_meeting_my_friends_for_the_next_t..> 04-Jun-2026 18:30 6221
I_will_pay_you_if_you_find_me_a_therapist_or_co..> 10-May-2026 00:59 3684
I_wish_someone_created_google_maps_for_historic..> 27-May-2026 12:33 2545
I_write_about_my_issues_because_solved_things_a..> 24-Mar-2026 14:11 728
Im_an_agent_of_chaos_vortexing_reality_under_my..> 06-Jun-2026 20:01 2627
Im_frustrated_with_women_who_regret_the_casual_..> 24-Mar-2026 14:11 3438
a_fundamental_problem_of_internet_driven_geopol..> 24-Mar-2026 14:11 3265
actually_agree_versus_agree_to_disagree_yet_acc..> 30-May-2026 20:05 2536
adversarial_communication_norms.md 27-Mar-2026 07:52 2551
all_my_college_friends_might_die.md 10-May-2026 00:59 454
all_my_problems_summarised_yet_again_in_simple_..> 24-Mar-2026 14:11 3799
always_talk_to_someone_before_making_an_importa..> 30-May-2026 20:04 523
asi_xrisk_and_judging_others.md 02-Apr-2026 07:42 2315
baseline_strategy_is_always_door_to_door_persua..> 31-May-2026 06:07 725
being_ignored_doesnt_mean_being_disliked.md 24-Mar-2026 14:11 2280
bridge_between_worlds_of_violent_and_nonviolent..> 10-May-2026 00:59 5207
combine_your_alphas.md 06-Jun-2026 20:15 672
competence_ceilings_are_very_high.md 26-May-2026 08:29 379
consensual_transparency_versus_nonconsensual_tr..> 24-Mar-2026 14:11 3067
consider_meeting_people_atleast_two_days_a_week.md 14-Jun-2026 17:09 1382
conversation_modes.md 24-Mar-2026 14:11 2857
core_of_my_morality_around_asi_risk_is_very_sim..> 28-Mar-2026 07:30 3040
create_an_egregore_to_shift_a_technological_off..> 06-Jun-2026 20:24 607
dance_class_how_to_sync_private_and_public_note..> 18-May-2026 10:47 816
date_me.md 06-Jun-2026 13:44 11607
date_me_old.md 24-Mar-2026 14:11 18383
dating_and_my_outlier_traits.md 03-Jun-2026 18:19 5802
dating_and_political_extremes_and_I_am_willing_..> 31-May-2026 06:07 10548
dating_and_status_games_more_notes.md 24-Mar-2026 14:11 721
dating_has_bad_feedback_loops_and_is_personalis..> 01-Jun-2026 16:44 681
dating_master_post_compiled_using_ai.md 05-Jun-2026 03:33 48104
did_aaron_swartz_commit_suicide_because_of_his_..> 24-Mar-2026 14:11 1699
do_I_even_have_spare_attention_for_a_partner_lo..> 24-Mar-2026 14:11 1811
do_I_need_an_ingroup_to_feel_safe.md 10-Jun-2026 09:24 2015
dominance_over_the_outgroup_prestige_within_the..> 24-Mar-2026 14:11 732
dont_ask_yourself_are_you_okay_all_the_time.md 24-Mar-2026 14:11 909
dont_mistake_social_malaise_for_guilt_and_where..> 26-May-2026 13:06 1822
dsm5_is_broken.md 24-Mar-2026 14:11 3694
dumb_explanation_of_asi_risk.md 02-Apr-2026 07:42 8287
email_everyone.md 24-Mar-2026 14:11 809
enemies_are_rare_most_people_dont_care_about_yo..> 24-Mar-2026 14:11 2636
every_ideology_makes_simplifying_assumptions_ab..> 24-Mar-2026 14:11 991
everything_is_so_deeply_entangled.md 24-Mar-2026 14:11 1497
fight_like_a_demon_quotes_found_by_ai.md 10-Jun-2026 19:15 11424
food_I_like.md 24-Mar-2026 14:11 1555
fucking_hate_coworking_spaces.md 24-Mar-2026 14:11 596
general_purpose_windows.md 10-May-2026 00:59 13743
genres_of_porn_I_like.md 10-May-2026 00:59 8497
gpt5_kapil_gupta_advice_copy_pasted.md 24-Mar-2026 14:11 9229
grim_resolve_and_art.md 24-Mar-2026 14:11 1158
group_chat_for_themed_restaurants.md 02-Apr-2026 07:42 1175
have_I_been_conditioned_by_childhood_to_not_hav..> 09-Jun-2026 16:12 656
have_I_made_a_terrible_mistake_by_assuming_I_sh..> 30-May-2026 01:47 910
heavy_exercise.md 24-Mar-2026 14:11 333
how_does_thinking_about_my_morality.md 24-Mar-2026 14:11 4645
how_much_of_curiosity_is_status_seeking.md 26-Mar-2026 05:06 2926
how_much_should_I_anonymise_info_about_other_pe..> 11-May-2026 05:31 6158
how_to_escape_control_of_indian_parents.md 10-May-2026 00:59 3172
if_I_was_making_art_to_doompill_people_here_is_..> 24-Mar-2026 14:11 3278
in_a_utopia_I_care_about_x_in_the_real_world_I_..> 27-May-2026 12:33 847
incomplete_jee_physics_book_from_2019.md 10-May-2026 00:59 68055
inperson_beats_online_for_trust_building.md 24-Mar-2026 14:11 956
is_my_interest_in_fixing_asi_risk_out_of_self_i..> 24-Mar-2026 14:11 7385
is_this_moral_and_is_this_effective.md 24-Mar-2026 14:11 6870
isolating_myself_increases_neuroticism_which_de..> 30-May-2026 18:01 1079
isolation_and_curiosity_about_people.md 10-May-2026 03:49 2765
judging_people_with_10_lakh_inr.md 24-Mar-2026 14:11 12336
just_help_everyone_you_meet_is_good_networking_..> 09-Jun-2026 16:12 1562
laughed_so_much_it_hurt_at_this_comment_on_supp..> 13-Jun-2026 20:19 194
learnings_from_past_month_of_reading_about_poli..> 25-Mar-2026 19:16 15936
levels_of_belief_in_democracy.md 24-Mar-2026 14:11 1499
light.md 10-May-2026 00:59 2432
listening_to_womens_problems_makes_me_feel_aliv..> 15-Jun-2026 18:08 773
lol_maybe_I_should_make_two_hinge_profiles.md 01-Jun-2026 16:27 2223
looking_at_my_happy_notes_made_me_happy.md 04-Jun-2026 17:28 409
losers_fighting_losers.md 24-Mar-2026 14:11 5932
love_death_and_robots.md 29-May-2026 11:57 1200
made_list_of_meetups_of_people_with_life_missio..> 24-May-2026 19:59 1023
make_art.md 24-Mar-2026 14:11 1839
marriage_and_shared_preference_orders.md 10-May-2026 00:59 14322
maybe_I_am_better_at_dating_people_who_are_more..> 30-May-2026 20:18 6970
maybe_I_am_not_the_type_of_person_to_shame_othe..> 24-Mar-2026 20:37 2557
maybe_I_should_have_started_lifting_weights_soo..> 08-Jun-2026 14:49 669
maybe_I_should_precommit_to_killing_atleast_one..> 24-Mar-2026 14:11 4393
maybe_my_ideal_place_to_live_should_have_beach_..> 10-May-2026 00:59 1575
maybe_the_solution_to_dating_across_political_d..> 30-May-2026 20:18 1572
maybe_timeless_morality_is_not_possible.md 24-Mar-2026 14:11 887
me_having_fun_might_scare_my_enemies_more_actua..> 11-Jun-2026 18:52 1210
median_number_of_partners_is_lower_in_india.md 24-Mar-2026 14:11 1235
minimalism_helps_me_think_longterm.md 24-Mar-2026 14:11 3223
minimalism_is_a_status_game.md 24-Mar-2026 14:11 357
miscellaneous_notes_from_visiting_beach.md 10-May-2026 00:59 5437
moral_lines_should_never_be_drawn_along_class_l..> 24-Mar-2026 14:11 1033
morality_as_identity.md 24-Mar-2026 14:11 2531
morality_of_persuading_vulnerable_people.md 10-May-2026 00:59 889
more_ramblings_on_who_I_think_I_wanna_date.md 10-Jun-2026 07:53 14028
mount_everest_will_be_destroyed.md 02-Apr-2026 07:42 310
multiple_conflicting_beliefs_about_privacy_tran..> 24-Mar-2026 14:11 1805
music.md 14-Jun-2026 16:02 2585
my_anger_is_extremely_normie_my_violence_is_may..> 29-May-2026 09:13 1205
my_childhood.md 24-Mar-2026 14:11 138
my_comment_on_alexey_guzeys_post.md 24-Mar-2026 14:11 1700
my_fear_of_ai_is_mostly_selfish.md 24-Mar-2026 14:11 1106
my_people.md 24-Mar-2026 14:11 7269
my_plan_to_avoid_suicide.md 24-Mar-2026 14:11 16018
my_relationship_history.md 10-May-2026 00:59 597
my_role_models.md 10-Jun-2026 16:03 2082
my_room_sucks.md 14-May-2026 18:08 372
my_specific_act_of_violence_wont_be_necessary_i..> 24-Mar-2026 14:11 832
my_time_is_constrained_and_I_am_underconfident_..> 14-Jun-2026 07:09 1659
my_values_seem_to_be_honesty_and_violence.md 24-Mar-2026 14:11 7167
nagaland_cuisine.md 24-Mar-2026 14:11 980
naval_ravikant_on_political_transparency.md 24-Mar-2026 14:11 427
networking_is_easy_if_youre_a_kissass.md 06-Jun-2026 16:16 1042
never_say_impossible_always_say_my_current_gues..> 24-Mar-2026 14:11 639
on_forgiving_people_who_havent_asked_for_your_a..> 26-May-2026 03:49 3002
on_judging_people_general_version.md 24-Mar-2026 14:11 20954
only_criticise_or_persuade_the_powerful.md 24-Mar-2026 14:11 1819
optimal_moral_strategy_is_to_think_you_are_altr..> 24-Mar-2026 14:11 865
outputs_are_not_root_causes.md 24-Mar-2026 14:11 1055
parenting.md 24-Mar-2026 14:11 460
particle_colliders_for_human_morality.md 24-Mar-2026 14:11 11891
people_in_my_life_who_betrayed_commitments_with..> 24-Mar-2026 14:11 2613
people_with_moral_convictions_dont_regret_polit..> 02-Apr-2026 07:42 1033
plan_b_personal.md 24-Mar-2026 14:11 863
poker.md 24-Mar-2026 14:11 343
posts_written_to_friends_versus_to_myself.md 10-May-2026 00:59 531
preconditional_versus_postconditional_love.md 24-Mar-2026 14:11 1517
preparing_for_war_before_the_world_knows_it_is_..> 24-Mar-2026 14:11 2793
prestige_among_the_ingroup_dominance_on_the_out..> 26-Mar-2026 18:28 2854
principles_should_be_symmetric.md 02-Apr-2026 07:42 4382
productive_versus_unproductive_nerd_snipes.md 24-Mar-2026 14:11 2329
psychological_warfare_and_asi_risk.md 24-Mar-2026 14:11 4399
reasons_I_dont_have_a_girlfriend.md 02-Apr-2026 07:42 1105
receiving_help_to_build_anti_asi_movement.md 24-Mar-2026 14:11 772
recent_cute_things_in_my_life.md 19-May-2026 17:28 969
redaction_policies_are_boring.md 24-Mar-2026 14:11 1651
repression.md 02-Apr-2026 07:42 3042
russia_travel_notes.md 11-May-2026 07:37 12497
sad_due_to_violence.md 24-Mar-2026 14:11 251
safe_tech_progress_is_more_timeless_than_asi_ri..> 30-May-2026 20:18 2059
self_fulfilling_prophecies_only_work_on_brainle..> 24-Mar-2026 14:11 2794
should_I_make_a_failed_assassination_attempt.md 24-Mar-2026 14:11 2237
should_I_type_cold_messages_slowly.md 24-Mar-2026 14:11 2016
side_project_to_delegate_to_codex_later_maybe_n..> 10-Jun-2026 19:27 249
skyscrapers_is_that_it.md 24-Mar-2026 14:11 4006
solve_100_lion_100_zebra_problem.md 25-May-2026 19:38 2365
some_towns_people_are_beautiful.md 14-May-2026 05:13 3635
spend_less_time_on_nitter.md 10-May-2026 00:59 661
stay_with_a_sober_roommate.md 10-May-2026 00:59 1722
systematic_moral_blinding.md 23-May-2026 10:37 2740
teach_me_about_feminism.md 24-Mar-2026 14:11 3401
the_gates_of_hades_are_the_terrace_of_my_buildi..> 13-May-2026 15:57 2141
the_gates_to_hades_are_the_terrace_of_my_buildi..> 11-Jun-2026 21:22 1347
the_only_plan_more_ambitious_than_mine_that_I_b..> 25-Mar-2026 20:55 13065
the_terror_of_being_wrong_and_gambling_your_sel..> 14-May-2026 18:08 1094
therapy_effectiveness_personal.md 24-Mar-2026 14:11 6462
there_will_be_no_forgiveness.md 24-May-2026 14:28 2862
there_will_be_trials.md 25-Mar-2026 06:26 303
this_will_never_get_better_on_its_own.md 24-Mar-2026 14:11 956
thoughts_on_carlson_bukele_interview.md 24-Mar-2026 14:11 1320
timelock_substance_use.md 24-Mar-2026 14:11 2867
titanic_is_one_of_the_most_beautiful_movies_eve..> 05-Jun-2026 19:46 1217
tlp_seems_to_agree_with_some_of_my_framings.md 24-Mar-2026 14:11 3134
unconditional_love_feels_better_but_makes_you_p..> 24-Mar-2026 14:11 1355
unhappiness_since_2023.md 24-Mar-2026 14:11 55506
universe_death_clock.md 24-Mar-2026 14:11 1382
unprincipled_stances_lead_to_reverse_polarisati..> 24-Mar-2026 14:11 3475
useless_people.md 24-Mar-2026 14:11 9344
visakanv_says_humour_is_about_a_balanced_amount..> 26-May-2026 10:39 1495
wait_I_am_actually_jealous_of_some_people_I_kno..> 29-May-2026 05:16 10711
what_does_female_coded_ambition_look_like.md 30-May-2026 20:18 4440
what_is_love.md 24-Mar-2026 14:11 7645
what_kind_of_retarded_fucking_civilisation_have..> 02-Apr-2026 07:42 1179
which_conversations_do_I_actually_seem_to_enjoy.md 16-Jun-2026 04:43 9044
why_I_am_polyamorous.md 24-Mar-2026 14:11 6307
why_am_I_so_mad_at_the_world.md 10-May-2026 00:59 3001
why_are_youtube_growth_curves_exponential_not_s..> 27-Mar-2026 11:12 661
why_do_I_even_want_a_relationship_besides_havin..> 27-May-2026 12:33 19794
why_do_I_write_about_my_sex_life_online.md 10-May-2026 00:59 2627
why_do_humans_have_sex_in_private.md 10-May-2026 00:59 2284
why_is_my_mind_addicted_to_inventing_new_persua..> 28-May-2026 09:35 2734
why_isnt_same_gender_nudity_more_common.md 10-May-2026 00:59 977
why_use_show_dont_tell_on_date_me_docs.md 10-May-2026 00:59 8408
why_world_government.md 24-Mar-2026 14:11 2095
withholding_sex_might_not_be_an_effective_persu..> 10-May-2026 00:59 2533
womens_stated_dating_preferences_are_so_dumb.md 29-May-2026 05:34 1380
working_on_asi_risk_feels_like_an_obligation_wo..> 24-Mar-2026 14:11 1278
worshipping_a_different_god.md 29-May-2026 17:33 2088
would_I_kill_my_friend_if_they_plan_to_kill_me_..> 24-Mar-2026 14:11 2447
yet_another_dump_of_confusion_around_my_moralit..> 24-Mar-2026 14:11 19568
you_can_joke_about_violence_too_actually.md 11-Jun-2026 03:10 822
your_inaction_is_going_to_get_me_killed_and_if_..> 11-Jun-2026 18:02 878